9-17-2004:

Checked the dumpster before I went to work today.  I had to pull my garbage bag out from under one that came from the restaurant.  I don't think it'll be a problem.  The meat is getting pretty stinky already and the flies are still around.  The restaurant people seem to prefer leaving the dumpster's lids open.  I'm not sure, but that's probably good.

Last night I masturbated before I went to sleep, thinking about maggots.  I really wonder if I'll be able to bring myself to touch them.  Just seeing one near me has always made me want to gag.  Even on tv.

I'll check the dumpster again tomorrow.
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